Sunflower

Okay, so i'm back yet again with a picture of me in between Daddy and Fatpig! Wanted to upload another picture but something's wrong with my lappy's bluetooth. Perhaps whn i'm using my pc thn shall i upload. Hmm... there's too many things for me to recall to blog so i'm just gonna type it out one by one. 

Since prom is less thn 1 month away and almost whole of our class is attending. HIP HIP HOORAY! Talk about class spirit! I've went out with Fatpig on friday after my ss paper to spent my Capitaland voucher which expires on that day. Went through and fro from Ion -> Far East > Cineleisure > Ion > home. We practically walked the whole orchard and yes, my legs were hurting like hell. Couldn't find any dress that i liked so we went back to topshop and take a look. And wala! I've found something that's super gorgeous thanks to fatpig and I paid for it. Thank goodness i have my vouchers with me if not i'm gonna spent like $60+ on that dress. Still, i have to pay for additional $30+ which i'm overall satisfied! Fatpig tried it on too but oh well, she's smaller size thn me which makes the dress kinda loose for her. Hehe, she should be wearing a UK size 4 so duh it's loose for her. I thought i was like a UK size 8 but it turns out that i'm a size 6! YIPEEEE. 

I'M GOING TO SNSD CONCERT ON DECEMEBER 9-10!! 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. JELLY MUCH? I KNOW. I'M SO EXCITED!!!! 8D

I wanna see my Yuri since i'm officially a Yurisistable and a sone. So BLA. MUAHAHHAHA!

Thank goodness there's a 2nd night if not i'm gonna cry till the river overflows and everyone will hate me cause i'll be flooding singapore. But most importantly i wanna thank Yang whom i met from Soshified who's willing to help me buy the tickets and aww! She's so sweet can. She went to the indoor stadium to queue at like 8pm whn the tickets are selling at 8 or 10am the next morning. Thank you so much! :)  

Oh! And Soshified's organizing Running man specially for Singapore sones so whoever is reading this and you're going and you're a sone, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee just tweet to me ok! We can go together well if you don't mind me. (I'm quite noisy HAHAHA) PLESEEEEEEE AH. :( 

Okay, i'm gonna stop here now (I mean it!) Since fatpig says that i'm hogging onto the lappy the whole day which technically isn't my fault. Badminton tomorrow with girls and hopefully i don't embarrass myself cause i SUCKED at it. Yes @ Aisyah, she knows i can't play it which i think it's the only sport i can't do. I guess. *Sigh* Alrightys! Good night night night to you all! :)

Don't come talking to me now and asking me how are you. Literally pissing me off. Why don't you put yourself in my shoes. Idiot. 

Helloooooooooooo!

I'm backxzxzxzzxz from hell (well not technically considering i still have Science MCQ and Chinese) *Sigh* I don't wanna re-take chinese but i think it's gonna be included in my L1R4 thingy so...... yea lo. *double sigh* 

First up, i know my blog's like extremely dead since a) i haven been updating what's going on and b) i didn't tell many people about this *cough* so-called-blog or perhaps c) they don't like me. BOOHOOO. 

Ah well. Y'know i'm just kidding bout' the crying part. ._. 

Second up, i know i'm being a lazy bum bum since i've been watching like 4 hours of Covert Affairs and Criminal Minds which i'm telling you it's damn addictive. Thank goodness Daddy bought some-kind-of-thing that allows me to watch any shows i wanted. Yes, i mean any, ranging from English to Japanese to Korean to Chinese and to Indian(?) I have no idea on that but oh well. i love that amazing -thing- besides the IDIOTIC LAGGING WHICH DISRUPT ME FROM WATCHING MY CRIMINAL MINDS EPISODES. IDIOT. Oh, besides that, it's all fine! 

Thirdly, HAVE I BLOGGED THAT I'M GONNA GO THAILAND?! YIPEEEE, AGAIN. The last time i've been there it was like what? 5-6 years ago. Not that memorable though since we ended up drinking fishball soup every meal for consecutive 5 days. Beat that. 

Oh, i'm gonna go for round like 4 days which seems so little (i know) :/ but the good thing is that i'm so gonna get so many clothing that i'll get so sick of shopping when i fly back to singapore. 

Yipeeee, byebye! I'm heading out for dinner with Daddy and Fatpig! Tatatatata! ^-^

In heaven

Blogging at this period of time makes me wonder if i'm wasting my time typing all these out, but probably for the sake of my English, i might as well do it. Marks wasn't pleasant, nobody was pleased (well perhaps aisyah) and at some point of time, the class was unusually quiet. It's kind of fascinating to see how each and everyone of our reaction was like when we knew our results for different papers.
Most of the time, their faces explained their emotions; unsatisfied, gay, disappointment.
There's no more free time such as slacking on the sofa day-dreaming, watching your favourite television dramas/variety shows or even sleep more thn you wanted too. (I'm a huge sleeper; which explains this) I would definitely be lying if i say i'm not afraid. Afraid of what? Whether i could mug all those important notes into my big yet empty brain and remembering everything while i'm inside the hall, taking my final exam this year.

You know..
I felt really useless at that particular point when i saw my Principle Of Accounts (POA) marks. I was astonished, speechless, disappointed, pissed not because i did an extremely good job. It was actually the other way round. That subject was supposed to be my best out of the remaining ones yet i score such an outrageous and atrocious score which many couldn't believed it, neither could i. Over confidence? Probably. I really wanted to cry out loud, my mind was in a blank state, my ears were being blocked. It was as if time stopped. Sounds like i'm exaggerating huh? Haha. I wouldn't be surprised if someone cringed at what i wrote or worst still, thinking that i'm some kind of maniac.  x_o

Yet, i think my results made me reflect on the way i study, my time management and which are my weaker subjects which i should concentrate on.
Can't deny the fact that tons of teachers was extremely disappointed in me, especially Mdm Yati and Mrs Ess. Haha. The looks on their faces seem as if they wanted to strangle the cow out of me. It's like everything they taught me had literally gone down the drain. Hopefully this shitloads results makes me wanna score higher.

Exhausted; time to take a good rest and head to school tomorrow!
Tomorrow's gonna be a better day than today! Hehehe.

As of right now, I can't say anything
The miracle of you, it all seems like a fantasy
The last image of you seems to be locked only in my memories
I wonder if you are watching me from somewhere
Even if I regret, it's too late- I can't see you anymore
The tears of the shadows of my memories are watching over that place

I can't say those words, I really can't- as much as you were by my side
I'm sorry but I can't; everything comes shaking back to me now
By waiting a little more, by wandering through my dreams
I'm afraid I will close my eyes inside of you

Don't leave, don't leave; can't you stay by my side?
Lies, all lies; I don't hear anything
I love you, I love you, can't you show me those words?
I love you, I love you, will you love me again?

Boy's letter

Hello hello! Hehehe. :) 

Looking back at these past few months, time passed so quickly especially this year. Perhaps it's my own thinking but knowing that i'm taking my o's in just a month time freaks me out. I thought there's still like 2 more months to go and yet it's coming... so soon. We often make last minute decisions, which we often regret after looking at our results, don't we? Haha, i can't deny that i'm one of those, especially in terms of studying. Often distracted by the little things that happened, telling myself that i'll fair well in my subjects even though i didn't study much; which i obviously didn't, and always leave things to the very last minute before i started panicking. 

*sigh*.... *double sigh*

Okay, so i'm gonna promise myself i'm gonna make sure i study hard and well this time without leaving things to the last minute. Cause i wanna do well so that people won't compare me with my sister. They say they don't compare, but do i look like i'm blind? I know every single thing. Oh well.. some people are just like that. *shrugs* 

*Removing my tagboard now* HEHEHE. 

(p.s I love JYJ's new album and i'm soooo gonna get it after o's!) 

Snap snap.

 

Blogging once again today since i'm so dang bored. Yes yes, i should be studying but the weather is making me like a fried pancake. I know this is off topic but i suddenly crave for pancakes. *drools* Prolly that's why i type pancake instead of egg, cow or something else. 

Was supposedly gonna study with Aisyah and Fathin @ library today but i was dang tired. Hehehehe, sorry! 

So basically... i watch tv, study etc. (I STUDIED OKAY!) Oh. And i went over to aunt house cause my dearest *puke* amelia-fat-pig asked me to get her something from aunt. She owe me a favour man. Ask me to walk there in the scorching hot sun is like asking me to soak myself in the sauna. ._.

Okay, i'm down ranting here. HEHE. Back to chemistry. :< 

(p.s DO NOT. I repeat. DO NOT ADVERTISE ON MY BLOG TYVM. I'll whack the heck out of you. Gosh. It's not as if you're so desperate right? -.- I don't wanna tear down my tagboard again.)

A blinky in the well

Hello lovely! :) 

Hehehehe. Racial Harmony was like one of the best days i had this year excluding the long hours of lessons + remedial. I didn't want to wear ANY costumes initially since i wasn't a fan of those and i thought that it was such a waste of time and effort. But y'know, thankfully TONS of people (especially Wanlin :O) kept bugging me to wear since it was our last and finally year in mf. 

I was sooooooo reluctant to pick that outfit and choose it after everyone else chose theirs. Thank goodness Jing exchange hers with mine if not i look so hideous like a botanic garden. But it looks good on Jing leh! *sigh* 

I have like 3-4 tests this week and trust me, i think i flunked all of it (perhaps excluding poa) :/ Physics was da bomb. I drew that graph wrongly and i realise it like last minute and i couldn't change it! My x-axis and y-axis are switch and i didn't even realise it! Boohoo. I'm gonna get a sarcastic "scolding" from him next week. Pity meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :( 

Okay, i'll get going now cos' i'm seriously dead tired like y'know a mummy (not that mummy, yes yes. That mummy.) HAHA. I think i studied too much. Brain's going haywire. 

Byebyeeeeeeee! Oh. And i'm still waiting for my delivery of clothes + Tom shoe! *cries*

Edited: I just put up a new tagboard under my profile section! ^^ 

Silly me

I'm officially on a hiatus till 'o's end? :)
Prolly not though. It depends, i guess. If i feel like blogging, imma blog. If not, well.. let see how things go thn.
School just re-open this week and the pressure is really heating up. Tons of homework are being pile up one after another and you gotta rush it through by the next day. Worst of all, there's a test ever week for each subject and if we score less thn 75% of the marks.. well, who knows. It's definitely something not pleasant and i'm so not looking forward to my first test next week.


I used to adore weekends so much, like when it's on Friday, the 'TGIF' sentence pop into my brain. And i'll have the whole weekend to myself doing whatever i feel like. Yet, it seems that weekends practically change from my adoration to a massive nightmare. You'll need to finish all those infinite homework and study for the upcoming tests. When i mean study, it's not just normal studying. It's more of like 'studying-as-if-o-lvls-are-next-week' kind of stuff.
The fact that my own classmates scored so well and already started studying for o's pressurise me.
The fact that they study like mad cows scares me. Seriously.
I'm so afraid of my chinese oral next week which i think i'm just gonna flunk it again like what i did last year. It's funny how i'm chinese educated yet i can't even score a distinction for chinese. Hilarious. I think i just brought shame to many chinese. :/ I hate reading chinese, that's a fact. Yet i love writing composition (prolly because i score the best out of all the chinese papers. Hehe!)


Same goes to English. I love writing composition but it was the other way round. I scored so badly for it that i was well.. basically speechless. I passed, yes. But the marks was atrocious as well as my story-line. In terms of English.. i guess oral will be the one pulling me up.
*sigh*
What a great post to start off my weekend. *roll eyes*
Okay, it's like 2am now and i better get back to sleep cos' i'm going for chinese lesson tomorrow with Gwen i think. :)
Don't miss me peeps. HOHO.