Devilish red

Happy (belated) New Year to everyonexzxzxzxzxzxzxz! Haha. Didn't have anything to blog for these past weeks or so, so yep, i'm here once again to blog or rant or whatever. Photo above was taken yesterday (considering that i'm writing at 12am in the morning) and yes, i'm not wearing a dress or skirt this year. Will post up the rest of my cny pictures soon though we took lesser pictures this year. *sigh* Sis and i both agreed to wear shorts, in this case, high waist shorts for new year since..

a) You can sit more comfortably. Yep, like you don't have any restriction on how you should seat. Since i'm more of a 'rough' person, i tend to sit more comfortably thn i should. (okay, you should know what i mean)

b) When the wind blows, your shorts will still stick to you. So yeah.. it won't fly high, left, right or in any direction you don't want it to. (and it saves so much embarrassment - for me)

c) I CAN PLAY THE PLAYGROUND. YAYYYYYYY. Yessssss, playground!!! Like when i'm visiting my once in a year relatives, there is always a playground for ME to enjoy while waiting for the rest of  the relatives to gather and head straight up to their houses. Although i have to admit that the playgrounds nowadays isn't as fun as those back thn, it's still a playground!

d) I like wearing shorts more thn anything, Haha! Okay, it doesn't sound right but y'know. I don't really wear skirts and dresses, so not my type. Hehe. 

And yes, these are pictures taken from Bangkok using our camera. As what girls normally do, we shop hence the few pictures. The last picture was some Banana chocolate thingy which looks quite tasty but we din't get it in the end since we all ate coconut ice cream which is soooooooooooooo good. *melts* I'm so lazy to explain the rest of the pictures so yeap, just enjoy looking, hehe. :) 

Oh! Aunt was asking cussie Joei if she wanna join us to Bangkok once again after her PSLE and Germaine immediately 'YAYYYY!' Haha, epic moment when she's more excited than Joei. Hehe, which means we can do more shopping again at Bangkok this year! Can't wait! Hence, i'm trying to save $$$$$$$$$$. Oh and yes, Bangkok sells corn and pineapple pie which cost less thn $1. No, i'm not kidding and they have very nice prata. And the milk tea which is rather sweet and orange in colour was DA BOMB. Absolutely my favourite of all milk teas. :)   

Rah rah bwaaaaa

Went jogging with sis today, after so long. Hahaha! She la. Last time wanna go jogging thn she don't want, now say why i so long nvr go bishan park liao. :< Hmph. Anyway, I didn't do well for o's. But i was more shock at the fact that only 53% of our sec5s are able to go Poly. I know this is extremely upsetting but what can i do? *Sigh* To all who didn't make it, move on! No point grumbling right? Hehehe, so if you want anyone to talk to, i'm here for you guys ok! *waves* Hoho. Okay la, i may be quite irritating one at first but you'll get used to me! All is well :) 

So... I got woken up this afternoon by sis cause she just wanted to ask me if i send in my JPSAE and my JAE form. Went to buy lunch with her and we drank strawberry milk tea with mini pearl! Happy girl! Hehe. Oh, talking about bubble tea reminds me that the price of those bubble tea kept on increasing and increasing. I mean, i wouldn't blame them since the rent prolly increased as well. 5 or 6 years back, that cup of tea cost from $1-$1.20 and it became to $1.20-$.150 soon after. $1.50 is usually for ice-blended while the rest are usually $1.20. 

Butttttttt now, normal cup of milk tea cost $1.40 sia. I know la, it's only 20 cents difference, but i think it's alot though. If the price of it kept on increasing hor, I'LL BE DAMN POOR LA. >:( 

HAHA. Opps. (I sound like a bubble tea promoter la, oh cow.) 

Oh and i saw reviews for this cafe and soooooo.. imma blog 'bout it! Haha, no la, i nvr try it before but damn, it looks awesome. This cafe i'm talking about is located at Simon plaza called Ice Edge Cafe. (google it if you need more info!) The word cafe usually serves sandwiches or ice-creams no? Haha, but this cafe offers many many different dishes of food like y'know steak, pizzas and pastas. Oh man, writing this is making me drool. Anyway, the hot favourite in terms of dessert would be the Mao Shan Wang (durain) and Pistachio Gelato! Hehe! Someone please bring me there to try their food cause me have no money. :( Sad life. 
Well.. the food there seems kinda pricey to me considering that i'm a student who's not working now and typing these kind of nonsense hoping someone would see this and be a really kind soul to treat me. I know right, FAT HOPES SIAAA. :< 
Okay la, maybe i should go there and try it with sis (maybe she can pay and get money from daddy) HEHEHEHE. 

Figures

Ok, so i'm extremely fed up oh wait. Scratch that. I meant: 

I'M SO !@!%^#*!#%!&*@$!#(!$ PISSED OFF THAT I COULD KILL YOU RIGHT NOW. YA LA, YOU LA. IDIOT. 

WARNING: You don't necessary need or want to read this post.

It's.. not very pleasant to read. I'm just upset, very upset hence this post. 

Anyway, yes, me. I don't get people sometimes, i really don't. I mean, i try to look matters into positive ones but this is just way off. If you're related to me and while reading this damn post you felt a little 'pang' on your heart or you're thinking if it's you, thn yes - DAMN RIGHT IT'S YOU. 

Oh wait, are you even guilty conscious? Oh my  You don't deserve any simple bit of sympathy even if you die. I don't seriously care, like literally. 

Ok, let's just see what is wrong with me that i think is wrong with you. You always and ALWAYS wanted things to go your way. NEVER never did you consider other people's feelings. Well yes you. I, a human have a heart unlike you and yes, i do have feelings unlike you. What in the cow is wrong with you? It isn't the first time you're acting this way, this has been like a million zillion times since you've done it and frankly speaking, i'm kinda tired of it. It may seemed HA-HA-HA funny at first, but no, after awhile it's irritating. Well.. i have to consider that we're human and naturally there are times when each of us aren't in anyway exactly happy since there is such thing referred to as PMS. But thn.... you crossed the line, yes MY LINE. You don't deserve any respect and yes i mean ANY RESPECT from me or anyone in particular. 

It really disgust me when people only think for themselves, ALWAYS. I mean there isn't a slightest harm if you wanna think for yourself but always? That's abit too much ain't it? Yes, it's your darn life and i don't give my slightest attention or even affection towards it. But there are times when you drag people down and lead them into so much confusion or even trouble. Has that thought even cross your half-baked brain before? I guess not. 

I'm not the slightest happy with my life right now. Ok, maybe a tiny whiny bit. I have problems which i don't think i'm gonna say forever well unless anyone finds out but did i ever take it out on someone, like you? I suppose not. Some people think they know me, oh no no no. You're absolutely terribly wrong. Some people think i'm fierce well yea, for some reason obviously. I realise that if you're too kind or too soft-spoken, you'll definitely be bullied or being taken advantage of. And prolly since thn, i'm the so called 'fierce' one. People like YOU is the reason why i'm like that. I don't wanna get bullied, i mean who wants it anyway? And i really wanna thank my sis for teaching me that. I don't wanna get look down upon, poke fun of and i definitely don't want people making a fool out of me. 

So. Yea, that's all. I'm done ranting but you watch out.

Ring a ling a ling.

Pictures were uploaded during our Christmas exchange at MBS with the guys and at Pan Pacific Hotel with W515! Hehehe. Me, Jing and Jocelyn were goofing and taking pictures in clement's room. Room was damn gorgeous i'm telling you. Played murder (which i insisted on not playing) and bluff. Murder wasn't as fun as compared to those times in Jing's birthday chalet. :/ Miss those times when Clement and Ting shun suck so badly at murder, always kena caught if they were the murders. *Sigh* Those times. Dinner and went back for Christmas exchange! Draw lots and i picked Hsui hui's present. Was super excited until Clement got his own and were back to drawing lots. -_- AND I GOT JOCELYN'S PRESENT. OH MY COW. 

(No offence) BUT I know what Jocelyn bought and it was Chocolates. At first i got extremely pissed off. I MEAN, WHY CHOCOLATES?! It's like the easiest thing to buy and it's not THAT sincere y'know. Hmph. I whine so much that people may think i lost my mind, literally. I bought passport holder and poker cards for that damn lucky person who got mine which i think was Hsui hui.

Haha, in the end i demand Jocelyn to give me another present she bought which was also cards, but those cards were drinking cards. HAHA, so bad right. Hehe. ^-^ 

Okkkkkkkkkkk, i'm tired of typing so.. i'm gonna end it here ciao!  

Time machine

I'm back again (as i've promised) ^^ But i won't be able to upload those pictures i took during the SNSD concert since my sis is using the computer right now. *sigh* So for today, i just uploaded belated pictures during my birthday and christmas. 

And A HAPPY BIG BIRTHDAY to Kuku Jocelyn Tan! Hohoho. Yes yes, i sat with you for 3 years (oh, the horror) and there are definitely times when i really feel like punching you in the face or literally killing you. Oh well, i guess that always happen since we're considered 'the 2 girls that always fight everyday.' True True, but hey, what's all the fun without fighting huh? I bet without all those endless quarrels with have with each other we wouldn't be that close huh? So.. I'm actually kind of glad that i had been seating with you for these past 3 years. I remembered that you used to hurl vulgarities in almost every sentence you spoke. Man, you blew up the last straw and i began screaming my heads off at you asking you to stop hurling those damn vulgarities. Hahaha, we didn't speak to each other for a few days. Well, basically my ignoring you cause it's not like the first time i've warn you not to speak those unbearable language while talking to me. Bwahahah, oh how much fun was it. And the 2 of us will always be goofing around, laughing till the whole class turn around to look at us (uhm, i think that will be me HEHE) and me making fun of you, as always! We'll be going our separate studying routes in less thn a month time and hopefully you'll get into the course that you wanted. Aww.. don't be so sad ok! HAHA. I know you'll miss me. I'll see you tomorrow at your party! :)

Bwa.

I don't like it and i know neither of you like it either. But can you guys just stop whining? What if that happens to you? Think about it. I absolutely hate it but i don't whine like you people. This matter is already more complicated thn it was and now you people wanna make this matter worst? It's your choice though, i'm tired of whining and blaming because it doesn't help nor does it work. If it does, i already have done it. It's just all too late. I just want to have some peace, is that too much to ask for? 

Hoax

Hello lovely people, i'm back from 'missing' since 1) i was too lazy and 2) i was having the time of my life in Bangkok. HEHEHEHE. 

Okay, so the 1st picture was taken when me, Jing, Gwen and Ches went over to sakae sushi to have our buffet dinner at Bishan. Yea, Bishan, the outlet that i hated the most. Why? Cos' it simply sucks. Nah, just kidding. The sushi taste absolutely weird, in a sense that it's neither cold nor warm, maybe slightly to warm. The setting was dim hence makes the atmosphere gloomy hence my appetite. Lastly, Jocelyn and me ended up going to the toilet after eating their sushi. Her fault la, keep insisting on eating sakae and it was the nearest to our school. Hmph. >:( 

Anyway, the buffet was good despite my hated for that particular outlet prolly cos' i'm extremely hungry. Hahaha, we kept on ordering especially me and jing even though we don't even know what it was. The waiter eyes looks as if it's gonna pop out any second considering that we ordered till our table was fully filled with plates and we had to remove some food from one plate to the other. Thank you for the birthday treat from Jing, Gwen and Ches even though i paid some first. (HAHA) Awwwww, thank you! Me love you guys! :) 

Oh! On my actual birthday i had movie marathon with my favourite fatpig sister, Joei, Germaine, Ester ah yi and Uncle David.We watched Breaking dawn since cussie Joei wanted to watched it. Although me, sis and germaine didn't watched the previous part of the continuous movie, we ended up watching since cussie wanted to watch and i would feel so guilty if i said i didn't want to watch. Oh. The best part of watching breaking dawn was counting the number of times the couple kissed. Ikr, it's like 'huh, you got nothing to do is it? Waste money to count this kind of things' Yea, but that's the catch. Since Jocelyn, Jing and Gwen told me beforehand that there were TONS of kissing scenes hence me and sis decided to do that. And the number of times we counted was ......

23 

That's the number of times we counted and we may be most likely wrong. According to sis, they kissed 21 times during the 1st hour and 2 times after that. Thus, i can say that i prefer to watch the movie at the 2nd hour. 

After watching, we headed to ahyi's house to 'take a break.' Since sis went 'partying' last night, she was extremely tired and prolly that was the reason why she wanted me to count with her the number of kiss scenes there is just to keep her awake. *sigh* what a good sis hor. Went to catch puss in boots later in the evening with Uncle David and ahyi since they both didn't want to watch Breaking dawn with us in the morning. Technically, i didn't like the show, at all. I hated humpty alexander dumpty so much i feel like pushing him down a hill and cooked him like soft boiled eggs. If you haven seen how he looks like, me being a kind soul will put it up for you. 

He looks too freaking big to be an egg right? Sheesh. I find that this story was more about 'Puss and humpty' instead of just puss. That idiotic humpty is surprising good at being such an annoying character, literally. After the movie, we headed to Manhattan Fish Market to have our dinner.

 Yep, as you've seen it, i ate fish & chips with a candle on top! Haha, it was all uncle david's idea. It looks so adorable ain't it? *blow* Hehehe, food was not bad but y'know, i prefer those at fish & co. However, i think that manhattan's have excellent seafood platters that cannot be compared and yes, it taste better. Hohoho. Yep, that's how i spent my birthday! ^^ 

So much better thn spending my previous previous birthday at hot park which resulted in me slipping down and landed on my butt on that idiotic metal bridge 3 to 5 times cause it's freaking slippery since it was drizzling. Actually.. it's just plain karma. Cause well.... I literally laugh out loud at the aunty in front of me falling down. :/ I didn't mean to la, but it was so funny. She even smile and laugh along with me and her friends. And when i fell, she laugh also. Oh nugget la, there goes my face. I ended up sticking to sis and pulling her if i was gonna fall. SEE. KARMA I TELL YOU. >:( 

Okay, i'm going off now. Was supposedly gonna blog more but looking at this time and the amount of stuff i've blogged (okay, not alot but still) i'll be blogging soon!!! (cause i wanna make lots of peeps jelly over me going to snsd conert) HOHOHOHO. Goodnight! Scratch that. I meant.. MORNING! :)

OH. And I don't mind helping people to advertise for food since well i'm a huge fan of food and basically i can't live without it. HEHE. :)

Dreadful

I'm tired. I really am. 

You out of all people am definitely oblivious to the situation today. I've been told not to hate you, not to hate those decisions that you've made and try to look it at another prospective. But i just couldn't. I really tried. She told me something i didn't want to know, something that i had been trying to accept but once she told that matter to me, it just sank right down to the bottom. Never. Never had i felt like blaming God why, why is this even happening to me? I really tried and i'm beyond tired. 

I know you really tried to make ends meet but no matter how much you try, it's never gonna happen. I can't look it from your prospective. It's just ... impossible; outright impossible. And here i am trying to make myself feel better by typing it all out but it just doesn't. How am i suppose to be happy? Or worst still, thankful. 

Can't you see how much, how much i hated today? I swear i'm not the only one. Yes, i'm selfish, i only care about what i feel yea yea i get it. But why don't you ask yourself, 

WHY ARE YOU THAT SELFISH IN THE FIRST PLACE?!

I know you're tired too. I know and i've been told to accept it way back and i do. But i realise now that i couldn't, no matter how much i tried. Try harder? I tried a zillion times. I just can't see the things you see. I just want to say, i'm sorry. I'm sorry if this will hurt you but i really am. It'll never be the same again. Never.