It's still the same old day.

 Before

After

See the difference? :( I shouldn't have cut my hair till that short. I don't really take pictures of myself but oh well. I wanted to see if the difference was alot and indeed it was. I don't look like some chinnah people right? :< I would cry the cow out of me. The more i see my after picture, i think it's better thn the before one. HAHA. Maybe i'm just trying to comfort myself. *shrugs* 

Just finished reading Fairy Tail chapter 258 and i'm super duper confused. Another 2 more Dragon slayers?! Oh no, nonoononono. 3 is enough. 

Okay, i'm so lazy to post anymore, so tata! 

Marking a day down

HI. HAHA.
I can't fall asleep so i'm just gonna blog again yes i know. i know you're so sick of me blogging now. Hmph. :(

The path that everyone wants to take, the path that will always be straight, well planned out, the path that will always be recognized by everyone. Unfortunately, there'll definitely be some that wouldn't be on that path. Why? I tried asking myself that too but i knew it was God's plan. Yes, one can be upset and hate the fact that why they ain't on that path. But why not put in this prospective, you were on this path because it was meant for you. Simple put, you don't have to go through that straight, well planned out path. Even though yours might not be as straight as well planned out, as long as you keep believing that you're gonna make it, i'm sure you'll. Just because you're not on that path, it doesn't mean the end. People may start looking at you differently, distancing themselves away from you but i'm sure there'll definitely be some people who's out there constantly trying to help you up, picking you up when you were at the bottom of your life.
Sometimes, we all broke down not because we're weak, just because we held strong for too long. Sometimes, even those people that you're closest to just left you there hanging at the cliff. And yes, i'm upset and probably that's why i'm typing out all those nonsense garbage out. Sometimes, people just don't give a damn.


If you stop complaining and look it at another prospective, can't you see what you've been missing? Don't push it to someone elses fault and deemed that they were the ones who were wrong. If you think the world is unfair, perhaps you're right, perhaps you're wrong. For me, the world is fair, just that those decisions made aren't fair.

Sunflower

Okay, so i'm back yet again with a picture of me in between Daddy and Fatpig! Wanted to upload another picture but something's wrong with my lappy's bluetooth. Perhaps whn i'm using my pc thn shall i upload. Hmm... there's too many things for me to recall to blog so i'm just gonna type it out one by one. 

Since prom is less thn 1 month away and almost whole of our class is attending. HIP HIP HOORAY! Talk about class spirit! I've went out with Fatpig on friday after my ss paper to spent my Capitaland voucher which expires on that day. Went through and fro from Ion -> Far East > Cineleisure > Ion > home. We practically walked the whole orchard and yes, my legs were hurting like hell. Couldn't find any dress that i liked so we went back to topshop and take a look. And wala! I've found something that's super gorgeous thanks to fatpig and I paid for it. Thank goodness i have my vouchers with me if not i'm gonna spent like $60+ on that dress. Still, i have to pay for additional $30+ which i'm overall satisfied! Fatpig tried it on too but oh well, she's smaller size thn me which makes the dress kinda loose for her. Hehe, she should be wearing a UK size 4 so duh it's loose for her. I thought i was like a UK size 8 but it turns out that i'm a size 6! YIPEEEE. 

I'M GOING TO SNSD CONCERT ON DECEMEBER 9-10!! 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. JELLY MUCH? I KNOW. I'M SO EXCITED!!!! 8D

I wanna see my Yuri since i'm officially a Yurisistable and a sone. So BLA. MUAHAHHAHA!

Thank goodness there's a 2nd night if not i'm gonna cry till the river overflows and everyone will hate me cause i'll be flooding singapore. But most importantly i wanna thank Yang whom i met from Soshified who's willing to help me buy the tickets and aww! She's so sweet can. She went to the indoor stadium to queue at like 8pm whn the tickets are selling at 8 or 10am the next morning. Thank you so much! :)  

Oh! And Soshified's organizing Running man specially for Singapore sones so whoever is reading this and you're going and you're a sone, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee just tweet to me ok! We can go together well if you don't mind me. (I'm quite noisy HAHAHA) PLESEEEEEEE AH. :( 

Okay, i'm gonna stop here now (I mean it!) Since fatpig says that i'm hogging onto the lappy the whole day which technically isn't my fault. Badminton tomorrow with girls and hopefully i don't embarrass myself cause i SUCKED at it. Yes @ Aisyah, she knows i can't play it which i think it's the only sport i can't do. I guess. *Sigh* Alrightys! Good night night night to you all! :)

Don't come talking to me now and asking me how are you. Literally pissing me off. Why don't you put yourself in my shoes. Idiot. 

Helloooooooooooo!

I'm backxzxzxzzxz from hell (well not technically considering i still have Science MCQ and Chinese) *Sigh* I don't wanna re-take chinese but i think it's gonna be included in my L1R4 thingy so...... yea lo. *double sigh* 

First up, i know my blog's like extremely dead since a) i haven been updating what's going on and b) i didn't tell many people about this *cough* so-called-blog or perhaps c) they don't like me. BOOHOOO. 

Ah well. Y'know i'm just kidding bout' the crying part. ._. 

Second up, i know i'm being a lazy bum bum since i've been watching like 4 hours of Covert Affairs and Criminal Minds which i'm telling you it's damn addictive. Thank goodness Daddy bought some-kind-of-thing that allows me to watch any shows i wanted. Yes, i mean any, ranging from English to Japanese to Korean to Chinese and to Indian(?) I have no idea on that but oh well. i love that amazing -thing- besides the IDIOTIC LAGGING WHICH DISRUPT ME FROM WATCHING MY CRIMINAL MINDS EPISODES. IDIOT. Oh, besides that, it's all fine! 

Thirdly, HAVE I BLOGGED THAT I'M GONNA GO THAILAND?! YIPEEEE, AGAIN. The last time i've been there it was like what? 5-6 years ago. Not that memorable though since we ended up drinking fishball soup every meal for consecutive 5 days. Beat that. 

Oh, i'm gonna go for round like 4 days which seems so little (i know) :/ but the good thing is that i'm so gonna get so many clothing that i'll get so sick of shopping when i fly back to singapore. 

Yipeeee, byebye! I'm heading out for dinner with Daddy and Fatpig! Tatatatata! ^-^

In heaven

Blogging at this period of time makes me wonder if i'm wasting my time typing all these out, but probably for the sake of my English, i might as well do it. Marks wasn't pleasant, nobody was pleased (well perhaps aisyah) and at some point of time, the class was unusually quiet. It's kind of fascinating to see how each and everyone of our reaction was like when we knew our results for different papers.
Most of the time, their faces explained their emotions; unsatisfied, gay, disappointment.
There's no more free time such as slacking on the sofa day-dreaming, watching your favourite television dramas/variety shows or even sleep more thn you wanted too. (I'm a huge sleeper; which explains this) I would definitely be lying if i say i'm not afraid. Afraid of what? Whether i could mug all those important notes into my big yet empty brain and remembering everything while i'm inside the hall, taking my final exam this year.

You know..
I felt really useless at that particular point when i saw my Principle Of Accounts (POA) marks. I was astonished, speechless, disappointed, pissed not because i did an extremely good job. It was actually the other way round. That subject was supposed to be my best out of the remaining ones yet i score such an outrageous and atrocious score which many couldn't believed it, neither could i. Over confidence? Probably. I really wanted to cry out loud, my mind was in a blank state, my ears were being blocked. It was as if time stopped. Sounds like i'm exaggerating huh? Haha. I wouldn't be surprised if someone cringed at what i wrote or worst still, thinking that i'm some kind of maniac.  x_o

Yet, i think my results made me reflect on the way i study, my time management and which are my weaker subjects which i should concentrate on.
Can't deny the fact that tons of teachers was extremely disappointed in me, especially Mdm Yati and Mrs Ess. Haha. The looks on their faces seem as if they wanted to strangle the cow out of me. It's like everything they taught me had literally gone down the drain. Hopefully this shitloads results makes me wanna score higher.

Exhausted; time to take a good rest and head to school tomorrow!
Tomorrow's gonna be a better day than today! Hehehe.

As of right now, I can't say anything
The miracle of you, it all seems like a fantasy
The last image of you seems to be locked only in my memories
I wonder if you are watching me from somewhere
Even if I regret, it's too late- I can't see you anymore
The tears of the shadows of my memories are watching over that place

I can't say those words, I really can't- as much as you were by my side
I'm sorry but I can't; everything comes shaking back to me now
By waiting a little more, by wandering through my dreams
I'm afraid I will close my eyes inside of you

Don't leave, don't leave; can't you stay by my side?
Lies, all lies; I don't hear anything
I love you, I love you, can't you show me those words?
I love you, I love you, will you love me again?

Boy's letter

Hello hello! Hehehe. :) 

Looking back at these past few months, time passed so quickly especially this year. Perhaps it's my own thinking but knowing that i'm taking my o's in just a month time freaks me out. I thought there's still like 2 more months to go and yet it's coming... so soon. We often make last minute decisions, which we often regret after looking at our results, don't we? Haha, i can't deny that i'm one of those, especially in terms of studying. Often distracted by the little things that happened, telling myself that i'll fair well in my subjects even though i didn't study much; which i obviously didn't, and always leave things to the very last minute before i started panicking. 

*sigh*.... *double sigh*

Okay, so i'm gonna promise myself i'm gonna make sure i study hard and well this time without leaving things to the last minute. Cause i wanna do well so that people won't compare me with my sister. They say they don't compare, but do i look like i'm blind? I know every single thing. Oh well.. some people are just like that. *shrugs* 

*Removing my tagboard now* HEHEHE. 

(p.s I love JYJ's new album and i'm soooo gonna get it after o's!) 

Snap snap.

 

Blogging once again today since i'm so dang bored. Yes yes, i should be studying but the weather is making me like a fried pancake. I know this is off topic but i suddenly crave for pancakes. *drools* Prolly that's why i type pancake instead of egg, cow or something else. 

Was supposedly gonna study with Aisyah and Fathin @ library today but i was dang tired. Hehehehe, sorry! 

So basically... i watch tv, study etc. (I STUDIED OKAY!) Oh. And i went over to aunt house cause my dearest *puke* amelia-fat-pig asked me to get her something from aunt. She owe me a favour man. Ask me to walk there in the scorching hot sun is like asking me to soak myself in the sauna. ._.

Okay, i'm down ranting here. HEHE. Back to chemistry. :< 

(p.s DO NOT. I repeat. DO NOT ADVERTISE ON MY BLOG TYVM. I'll whack the heck out of you. Gosh. It's not as if you're so desperate right? -.- I don't wanna tear down my tagboard again.)