Exhausted.

I'm so i-don't-know-how-to-explain-exhausted. Let's see..

8.15pm - Reached home. 

8.30pm - Shower.

9pm - Dinner. 

10.30pm - Making jelly. 

And now, I'm waiting for the jelly to cool down. With the help of my granny & fatpig, we're doneeeee! Yayyyyy! I love them to bites & pieces. :) 

Imma not gna stress and promote so much cause my legs are aching like mad. Don't complain I'm not doing anything, I've done more & probably one of the most. 

I've researched for almost a week and edited many times. I EDIT IT MYSELF. I printed thrice my recipe which has a total of 8 pages. 

ETC. which means there's more. but I'm just so tired to write.

I'm gna sleep, like now. Cause i'm super tried + bth + ugh. 

Fatsssssss.

HAHAHA. Soori<3. 

Translations:
"1, 2, 3 Hello I'm SNSD's Yuri. Nice to meet you~"
ACTION!
"Ah.. seriously... why do i have so many schedules.. hey hodong, do ur work properly!"
and the lady at the back was about to say:
"Although this is ment to be acting, she said everything she wanted to say in real life" 

Imma getting fatter every moment. Shooot-tooot :<
I love eating yet hate getting fat. Maaaan, I wish I'm those lucky people who doesn't get fat no matter how much they eat. *Sigh*
And Ec competition clashes with AC laaaaaa. I wanna skip it but I know it's kinda impossible. OHMAN, THE OPENING NIGHT?! LIKE WTCOW. :(
BOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

I wanna go for AC AC AC AC AC AC AC AC AC!!!!

Ugh. What a kuku :/

Trembling down.

'If you keep lying, I can't help you'

Heh. This sentence kept ringing in my head, right after the channel 8 hong kong cops' drama. 

Shooo nice only. :) 

Sometimes, life ain't simple. It ain't easy as what you think. 

It ain't easy as 1 2 3 nor a b c. Perhaps.. it's more like jumbling up numbers & letters together not accordingly. 

Messy huh?

Example: um2oi1hk3b21k4b1kjb235. 

See. That's what I mean. 

It's hard to figure out what you yourself is thinking. 

Hard to understand yourself.

Not sure what to do or not to do.

Okay, like whatever. 

Anyway.. I've listed down the THINGS I need to GET before AC.

1) Different colour of jeans. Definitely not bright colours. 

2) Shoes/flats/whatever I can wear. 

3) Necklace.

4) BAG. 

5) SOMETHING I CAN WEAR.

6) WOMAN'S STUFFSSSSSSSSSS.

Okay, that's about it. HAHAHAH.

I don't mind people sponsoring me though. I'll be thankful like kuku to you! Hehehehehe. Y'know like KA CHING $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$. :)

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

 Remember this?

Letting go.

I'm so proud of myself for baking & finding the right cookies for the competition! Technically.. Joanna, jocelyn, yide, holeong & jing help out too! Yesterday's oatmeal cake WASN'T successful at all. It was burnt and it wasn't even cook inside. Totally disappointed niao. But I found out what went wrong!

Uhm. 

I'm supposed to turn it to 170 degree but I turned it to uhm.. max? which was about 270 degree. HAHAH. Not my faulttttttttttttttttt. It was the recipe's fault. They didn't say that the degree was refering to fahrenheit. I thought was celsius lo. Chao robbert only.

Baked Thumbprint cookies, biscuit bread and oatmeal cake within 4.5 hours which was superb! Although I don't think I wanna make that oatmeal cake for the competition. It taste .... weird? And IT'S IN SOME WEIRD WEIRD COLOUR. 

EXACTLY. 

I don't understand why that home econs aunty love that cake so much. She even went to photocopy my stack of recipes -_-. 

Imma tell you, the thumbprint cookies are the shiok ones. The first batch of it wasn't that tasting and it wasn't really cooked. The second batch one was fabulous! It's so chewy that Mrs lee loved it too! Muahaha. 

Okay I'm damn tired. Gna head to bed even though it's super early. 

I'm not a pig okay. 

It's just that I sleep less at night. :/

Suck.

SUCKER SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK.

UGH. 

I HATE THIS YR'S EXAMS. YES, THIS YR. THANKS TO THEM, I FLUNK EVERY SINGLE PAPER I TOOK AND I'M GNA GET NAG + SCOLD AT. PROBABLY.. I'M GNA GET INTO PANEL MEETING. HAH. FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. WHAT A WONDERFUL JOB I'VE DONE. 

*WAVES* YAY.

I WANNA CRY LAAAAA :< BUT IT JUST CAN'T COME OUT. BOO. I'M GNA BET THAT MY CLASS POSITION WILL DROP TO AT LEAST 25. CHAO KUKU ONLY. HAH. FROM 12 TO 25. WELL DONEEEEE!!!! 

I WANNA TAKE HISTORY INSTEAD OF GEOG. SHYT THEM. UGH. I'M GNA SHOOT ANYONE WHO ASK ME 'BOUT MY MARKS Y'KNOW. I'LL MAKE SURE THEY BLEED LIKE CRAP. MUAHAHA.

kay. I'm fine now. :) Ohman, I'm still at the same height. Haven grown a single cm in 4 years. Booohoo, give me back my netball. I wanna grow taller again. :/ 

(I'M SO NOT FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

You're my last love.

Lololol!

O.M.GOSH. 

I got back my maths paper 1 & it's horrible. Trust me. And I think I'm gna fail paper2. I heard that tons of ppl didn't pass ss and gosh, I'm super worried now. Really. Ugh. And my phy + chem = gone case alr. I can't afford to fail any of it! Ahhhhhhhhh :< 

 Ah!!! ><

Empty heart.

   

Went ion with fatpig & aunt for dinner and there's this ugh. restaurant called 'skinny pizza' which duh. sells pizzas. And it suck totally, big time like shyt. One 12inc pizza cost 25bucks which its definitely not worth it. It's not appetizing, not appealing and it doesn't make me full. 

Gosh. *shakes head*

Aunt was super upset with the pizza, so was fatpig and me. She can't figure out what's so tasting about that pizza. The best to me was the egg. HAHA. :B

Headed to imperial treasure for our real dinner and I ate stir fried beef hor fun! Yummy yum. Fatpig ate Yangzhou fried rice and aunt ate noodles. Super full. And fatpig went to buy horlicks ice cream and it's zhen de hen hao chi oh! I drank strawberry milkshake hehehehehee. :)

Is it so hard to show someone concern? After so many months?

G.O was hilarious :>

                                              

Pieces

To you-you-you: Hi! I'm finally back. Yeehaw! :)

After 3 intensive weeks, my eyebags got so bad that I look worst thn a panda. :<

Went shopping with my girls yesterday and I finally got a heel that suits me just fine. I'm so satisfied! Well.. not really though. Fatpig say it ain't nice :( But oh well, I bought it already, so yeaaaaaa. 

Jeez... Fatpig just say that she don't wanna friend me cause I didn't write 'I love her' here. -.- Ohman.

I don't really feel like writing anything today.

I'm confuse, confuse, confuse with what's going on. I don't like this feeling, yet I can't change it. I have no idea what I'm suppose to do, feel or say. I can't describe this feeling. Has it really change? I'm lost for words. Has it really really change? I don't know.....

I smell freedom! No more black panda eyes, no more mugging till midnights, NO MORE NAGGING! Yay! But still, we're gna get back our papers next week. And there's no marking day :< So stingy one. Gah. 

Anyway, I just flunk com. science like free. It runs in the family anyway. HAHA. I justttttt pray that I'm gna pass all subjects. I don't wanna fail any :( Esp. COMB. HUMANITIES. Ugh.

Shopping with my girls nao! Muahahahahaha.

My two weeks of pocket money is coming to get those oh! so lovely sexy stuff! :>

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I'm so not happy with what's happening right now. 

I don't get it, I really don't. 

How long do you think I could endure?

Out of all people, you. Why? 

I don't wanna think about it right now.. I don't. 

I don't wanna care about it anymore. It's driving me insane.

WHY? :/

1 2 3

Please.

I'm so tired, so tired of this.

But it doesn't change the fact.

I wonder how much longer I can endure.

Let's count! :)