Truth? Nah.

Listen. 

Listen to the voices of the people. 

Is that what we want? Do you think it's going to benefit us? Everything you said two days ago, does it calm us down, does it make us feel more reassured? 

Frankly speaking, no. 20 years ago, they work their ass off in whatever means to protect this little red dot. We wouldn't have this without their hard work, we wouldn't have this privilege to be one of the top richest country and surely we wouldn't be here without them. Yes, 20 years have passed but are we; the real citizens happy and proud? Proud to be one of the world's top richest country and proud to be a Singaporean? Are we? Am I? I wasn't born 20 years ago, but as a citizen, a human being, i have the rights to say whatever that comes to my mind, no? 

I'm worried. Worried that once i've graduated, do i have a chance to get into a local university? Or will the chances go over to those imported foreign talents who are being treated like royalties here? Will the school fees for universities gets higher and higher every year? Will my parents be able to afford to pay? Why? 

Why is it so expensive for us while it's free for some FTs? They get free studying, free place to live and what do they do to contribute to the country exactly? Many left, either back to their 'real country' or to other western universities that are more renown. Those who stayed and become a citizen, i applaud you guys. It's my home yet it doesn't feel like it. Why? 

Yes, there are a few cases whereby we noticed the bad things bout' foreigners and forget about the good things that they've done. But if YOU guys were to be like ordinary citizens that took buses or mrts to work/school or an employee in the office or a student studying in schools, you would prolly see more of the bad things rather than the good ones. Why is it that we, the real citizens needs to accommodate to their needs/wants? If they wanna live here, shouldn't they respect and change their lifestyles to accommodate to us?  Sigh. 

I'm just utterly disappointed and upset. But what can i do? I'm just a student with no political power and well too bad, i'm not a foreign talent huh. Well.. at least i know many of the locals are in line with me. I guess.. time will tell? :)  

The aftermath

Hello Earthlings. :) 

Hehehe, it's been such such such a long period of time since i've last posted. Not trying to make it seem as though i'm really busy but really. BUSSSSSSSY. Heh. 

Currently having my semester break (i guess) for bout' 6 or 7 weeks? Hmm mm. Papers just ended yesterday and dang, am definitely sure that i'm not gonna do well for it. 3 papers back to back wasn't my cup of tea, neither was it for people who took the same papers as me. Had countless sleepless nights, dark circles, foul mood and what so ever. Thankfully it's all gone now and yesssss, i'm spending my first holiday blogging to make up for the absence. Was initially going out with sis but due to some reasons, i'm sitting in front of my computer blogging, facebooking, twittering, blogshopping and oh, watching a new drama called 'Ghost.' 

Was never a fan of kdramas, believe me. Oh wait, except for prolly Dong yi; by far the best historical drama and still the best drama for me. Dang it. Really dislike it when all those dramas portray the same old concept that either woman are always useless, guy falls in love with girl but girl falls in love with another guy (triangle lurb?), or someone close to the main characters have to die. ALWAYS. Tell me if  you guys got a really really good drama regardless whether it's japanese, korean or better still, hong kong. I really need it right now, to make up for my deprive computer using time. Pffffft. 

Heh, oh! And i've got my SW maroon shirt liaoxz. Hohoho. Love wearing it since it's kinda y'know nice and making people envy of my course. HAHA. Ok, that doesn't sound good. But yea, am loving my course so far and my classmates. :) Bunch of funny kuku nuggets that i just can't get enough of. Tho there are definitely times where i'm extremely pissed at some of them for like not doing their parts in projects and being too arrogant of themselves. But still, we're gonna as a class for 3 years and it's just the starting! Whoopy, gonna enjoy my poly days to the fullest. 

Okeh dokeh, gonna watch my drama now! HEEEEEEEEEEEH. See ya! 

Mentally and physically, broken

Hey'yall! Hehe, my holidays just started todaaaaaaaaaaaay, *yipeeeeee* but it's gonna end soon though, in 2 weeks time and i'm back to my usual hectic poly life. *sigh* Photos above was taken with my favourite tuna whom i haven't seen in ages. (okay la, maybe only a few months but still, hehe) Caught up with her and like what girls usually do, we gossip. Opps. Haha. 

Ok, so.. my papers are over and yep, i've received my results for Marketing and Effective Writing. Was extremely pleased with my marketing while effective writing is a cow. Never hated English that badly until this year. Wah seriously no joke. I did studied k. It's just that when i received the paper, my mind was like totally blank and having Vienna sitting beside me is not a good sign. I can literally listen to her scribbling and yea, she's writing so fast i panic so badly along with Prema. HAHA. Oh, the horror. And.. i didn't finished my paper? Yea, round 3-4 questions. :/ Boo hoo hoo. And i'm having another effective writing test after my 2 weeks break. What the cow. I'm so gonna copy from someone k. Hmph. 

Besides that, i'm so gonna fail sports science, can go bang wall liao la. 

I saw the 2nd page and was like 'What the cow? NEED TO STUDY THIS MEH?! *PANIC MODE - ON*' Yea. 

Turn to the 3rd page, 'Uh....... okay la, i think i know a few.' 

Last page, 'WHAT IS THIS?! WAH PIANG, FREAKING 6 MARKS.' 

So uhm yea. And it's 30% (oh someone just stab me now) 

I'm so tired naooooooooooooooooooooo, goodnight! Hehehe. Will try to post again by this weekend! :)

The powerpack week

Helloooooooooxz. :) Heh. 

This week has been a total nightmare and i totally regretted not studying much for effective writing. I know i'm definitely gonna get a extremely bad grade for it and yes, it's all my fault, can't blame anyone. *sigh* :( 

Marketing however, was quite smooth and yes, i'm praying hard to get a high grade for it. Can't believe time flies so fast and it's like May and it's gonna be June soon. I'm really thankful to God that my poly life have been quite good so far though there are times when i couldn't stand the situation and my mood turns really sour. I've been really trying hard to do my best in everything i could but really; there are times when i can't. Times when situation turns for the worst, *bam* that's when i really feel like strangling someone. 

Talked to my lovely W515 mates bout' this particular situation and i'm really, extremely thankful that they even bother listening to my ranting. Thank you! :) Well.. after hearing what most of them say, i guess i must be more understanding and not to judge people that easily. Things might probably change and 3 years down the road, i might be good friends with people i'm not comfortable with now. Funny huh. I just can't imagine it. Haha! Nevertheless, i'm just gonna give it a try and see how it works. Not that i never tried before, it's just that my efforts always went down the drain and i'm completely forgotten. *sigh* 

Speaking bout' this, i can't stand my temper. (IKR x_o) I'm always flaring up just cause of a small issue and my face will be like 'black' in a sense and my mood is totally ruin probably for the rest of the day. Really need to control it and try to be more forgiving. Everyone of us is not perfect and we definitely have flaws hence more forgiving. 

Oh, and Happy Mother's Day to all mothers out there! :) 

Fatty bom bom

Went over to Fat Boy for dinner with my lovely Gwen, Edward, Ches and Derrek! I ate Wimpy beef burger and had to treat them to a $7 strawberry thick malt shake. Really thick. Wanted to pick the vanilla flavour but that gwen doesn't like it hence strawberry since me and chay didn't want chocolate. Haha! Maaaaan, i missed them so much. Kept on talking and throwing out all those nonsense that happened to us whether we liked it or not. Camwhore like nobody's business and people were staring since they were outside queuing trying to get a seat inside. Opps. Heheh, left shortly after eating and headed over to the famous beancurd. And derrek decided to treat us since he's going to the army in a few weeks times which means it's gonna be hard to meet up with him :/ Thank you for the beancurd and i'm gonna miss you!! Hehe. Take care of yourself in army k derrek! Hope to see you soon!! :) 

Aww man, having 2 ICAs next week and i'm so lazy + tired to do my marketing project which is due like  -what, on thurs? Ugh, someone just punch me. And effective writing is a piece of cow. What the heck. Okay, shall not rant so much. I'm gonna need to score well for these 2 modules and yessssss! I'm gonna do it! YAY. Hehe, okay short post today, am heading to bed for beauty sleep soon! :) 

Tiny ounces of break

Hello readers, hehehe. :) My school life has officially started last week and i'm glad to say that i'm overall, quite satisfied with school. But then again, i've received like 3-4 homework, a individual and group project within that 1 week of school. And i thought poly life wouldn't be THAT hard, oh well. Life is always full of rocky roads huh. *sigh*

Went out with the 'Davanna's for lunch @ Nex and a shopping trip to Haji Lane today! Went over to Hot Tomato and ordered a grilled chicken with spaghetti set which comes along with a soup of the day (i forgot what it was. Opps, heh.) and a drink (ice lemon tea, for me!) Dined there for the 2nd or 3rd time though, can't remember much but food was good despite the fact that our dear Ivan decided to imitate the Merlion and started spiting water. It wasn't pleasant at all hence i gave him a 'light scolding' on his table manners. HAHA. Seriously la, he spat it on my hand and probably my soup too. *cries* The 5 of us laughed extremely loud while eating cause.. i don't really know, but it was damn funny. Talked about what's happening to us now and some memorable secondary school stories. Haha, we talked about those from our dinning place all the way to Haji lane. Wouldn't be surprised if we got stares from people since Ivan laughed so loudly in the train when it was so damn quiet. -_- Reena, Joanna, Chanyee and me kept on asking him to lower down his laughter but he just kept on laughing, ayio. He never change for the past 5 years huh. Tsk. Oh yah, when we got out of the train at Bugis, a china couple was complaining about us, right behind us (as i've heard from Ivan and Chanyee) I think it goes something like this: 

Us: Laughing so badly 

Them: started pointing at us 

While riding the escalator to the top, 

Them: *in chinese* You see, those Singaporeans like to cut queue so much and started complaining that we were damn loud or something like that. 

Right.behind.us. Exactly. 

What's wrong with them? Hello? It's not called cutting queue, it's just how we move no? Look at those people in front of you, they're all doing the same thing too. Just cause we're students doesn't mean we ought to receive this kind of bias treatment. Can't you see those people at the front or are you just too plain stupid to think that way. Oh. So.. should we complained about those people cutting queue at the front too? Wow. How narrow minded we are huh. I've been living here since i was born and the way we move to the escalator has always been the same. To add on, yes we were loud, but oh please, aren't you people loud too? Do we have to ask permission from you two before we could laugh? Well at least i don't speak so loudly like you people who only know how to complain about us and not bout' yourselves. Really. If you don't like it, go back to your country. Singapore ain't like your country and to say that we singaporeans love to cut queue? You must be out of your dang mind. I just hate the fact that you guys are welcomed by our government to come over here to stay put and have babies and you guys become so proud of it. Though you're staying here, please respect the way we; real singaporeans live. Don't assume that you guys are the big heads over here. Don't like the way we live, don't stay here than. Nobody is pointing a damn gun at you forcing you to stay here. 

Hmph. >:(

Anyway, i bought a belt with Joanna since 2 for $19 which means i got mine at $9. Manxzxzxz, i'm loving that black belt of mine. HEHE. Oh, i bought a new wooden specs for myself since i think it looks damn cute and nerdy at the same time. The price isn't cheap (hello, it's Haji lane we're talking bout' hah!) but i bought it at $34 since the salesgirl was kind enough to give me a discount and the fact that it's quite unique definitely gain my attention. Reena and Ivan each spend like round $100 but sadly, Chanyee didn't bought anything. After Haji, we went over to Bugis street and dinner at Swensens with Reena and Jo. Had so much fun and laughter today and let's meet up soon together k! I'm gonna miss you guys! :( (exception of Ivan since i'm in the same poly as him) Heh, kaaaaaay. Time to sleep and wake up to a brand new monday blues. *sigh* 

Headed down to NYP today with boon since we had to collect our student card. Was extremely upset at myself when i found out that i photocopied the wrong info when i reached there. *sigh* But thank goodness boon was kind enough to wait for me to rush home and photocopied the right one. Thankyou boon!! Hehe! 

Oh ya, i'll be ending my work this Sunday since i'm starting school the following day so yeeeeeeep, i'm gonna miss my peeps there :( especially my favourite yan lin! Haha! She's the one that always brighten up the atmosphere when it's super awkward or when she sees smoke coming out of my head. Though she's older than me, she's extremely childish and random. HAHA. Like when she doesn't have enough sleep the previous day, she'll start singing to herself (like Eugene) non-stop. And i found out that she loves to hit my butt using her cloth. HAHAHAHA. Okay la, but i still love her alot. HEHE. I'm gonna miss you my friend, don't miss me too okay! :)

Okeh dokeh, i'm too tired to post anymore, so ciao! :)