By myself

Sleepy heads! Hehehe. 

I'm the last one though, if you're looking out for me. HEHE. xD

50 pages plus of ENGLISH HOMEWORK, 1 Chinese compo, 5 questions of Maths and Chemistry notes page 2 and 3(which i've done! yay!) 

Seriously. Let's not get started on how i could finish my eng homework. It's insane, definitely. How could you finish up 50 pages in 2 days? Plus, there are still tons of other subjects homework left undone. 

It's my first time not loving 'Thank God It's Friday' 

Thanks. It just makes my weekends a terrible one. And i can't believe that i've done only 8 pages of it. I'm so not gonna finish the whole thing, you know. NO. (: 

On the bright side, service was fully packed today! Some even had to sit on the steps. Consider that this is gonna be our 2nd last service in Jurong West. Boohoo! I'm gonna miss the building, the super nice toilet, free mentos or fruit plus @ the reception counter, 1st and 2nd best coffee shop and the B4 auditorium! Doubt i could make it for the last service next week due to Mayflower 30 anniversary event. Ugh. 

Out of all the days, why next saturday? Gosh, i hate it. Have to decide whether to leave daddy @ school by himself or attend service. Ahhhh! :/

Okay, i hate to say this, but yes. I need to go and try to complete at least another 5 pages before i head to my comfy bed. Ugh, what a nightmare this is. I used to think that English is one of my better subjects. Was totally wrong about it when i received my marks last week. *slap myself* UGH. 

Okay, goodnight! opps, i meant morning! ^^ (p.s below is just lyrics. Don't anyhow think think ah! HAHA!)

please, just pass by pretending like you don't see me
please, don't even give me a glance
in the days that are like the sandy winds
don't give anything to me

folding away my one heart
hiding my one tear
like it's the first time we've seen each other, like we're strangers
just pass by. it has to be like that.

by myself, i say my love, send away my love
in the folds of the lonely accumulated memories, the tears hang

even if you're far away, i hope that you'll be happy
i bury my love deeply within my heart

in the next world, when we are born
then, we'll look at each other face to face
let's be born so that we don't lose weakly in front of fate again

so that i may be a flower in front of you
i'll sing a song for you
as one's girl, as one man's lover
i want to always live by your side

by myself, i say my love, send away my love
in the folds of the lonely accumulated memories, the tears hang

even if you're far away, i hope that you'll be happy
my love, deeply within my heart...

though it hurts, though it will hurt, i will never cry
because there is no such thing as farewell in my love

when this life ends, in the next world, us two
let's love, for sure. let's love, for sure.
us two.