Finally

Hello there! :) Hehe, it's been such a long time since i've last posted & i realised i so happen to say this everytime i blog. Haha, sorry! Was busy working & working for the past months that i've forgotten about posting! But fear not, i'm here now ain't i? HEHE, i feel so conceited. *wink* 

Anyway, these past months flew by quickly and yes, it's time for me to start a new chapter in my education. New friends, new environment and definitely new subjects. I'm eggcited to meet new people although well.. i'm not very good at socialising at first, i guess. Hopefully i'm gonna be satisfied there since i'm the one who decided to go there. *sigh* I wouldn't completely say i'm not afraid or worried since school is starting soon like in less than 15 days. Definitely there would be ups and downs but yea, just hope that i fit in (i mean who wouldn't want it right?) 

Oh, right! I forgot to mention that i stopped working for my previous company, which is to sell educational cds in popular? Haha, it sounds silly right, standing 30% and sitting 70% between 1-9pm hopping someone would be kind enough to go over to your outlet to get those cds so you wouldn't fear getting fired. Wouldn't say i was successfully in selling in the 2-3 weeks when i first started and i was damn worried i would be the next one getting fired. But i did eventually sell a bunch of it and am very proud of myself! I sold those educational cds to this kind lady who is willing to buy from me even though she lives at woodlands which has another educational booth over there. She bought approximately $720+ worth of cds from me! Dang! Was extremely proud of myself and going off to work an hour earlier that day was paid off. In the end, i stopped working for them cause i find it alittle too stressful? in a way that you have to text your big boss every night your sales income and am afraid if you're gonna get fired next. I didn't stopped cause i was fired though the pay was extremely good, for me. It's like $7 per hour and it doesn't really require you to stand at all times but the fact is that you're gonna be extremely bored, literally asking friends to come visit you or have dinner with you just to kill off that boredom. And hence the reason i couldn't take it anymore. HAHA. 

Oh. And i'm currently working at a ice cream shop called 'Creamier' which is located at Toa Payoh Lorong 1, (near the market there.) You can head over to this website if you want more details! http://www.facebook.com/creamier.singapore 

Working there is definitely more tiring than my previous job but with the company of my colleagues and bosses, i'm enjoying my work there! Hehe. :) 

On a side note, i'll probably be adding a tagboard again soon, since the new blogger updates states that there won't be any advertisements or something like that. Hoho, so if you have any questions you wanna ask me, feel free. (although i doubt i'll get any, haha!) Hmm..

Enjoy your day everyone, don't let minor issues affect your mood! :) 

To the left

Hello! Hehe, happy belated valentine's day! :) Went out with the gang on vday to celebrate our 5 years of friendship, Haha! Gwen bought the Japan bear, Jocelyn's letter, Chester's chicken-pooh and Clement's, Boon's and Charles's roses! Awww.. so sweet of them! Hehe, had lotsa fun with them on vday! Should do it again soon! 

Anyway, i'm updating my blog today cause i'm gonna rant about a particular issue that was recently being brought up. If you're not interested or into kpop, than probably you'll find it annoying or whatever crap. So.. before i rant, a gentle reminder that it's not gonna be pleasant since i'm extremely pissed off. And to anti-fans or whoever crap you are, THIS. is my blog and i absolutely have the rights to type out what i think. So before you started bashing on me, let's make this clear. Nobody and yes, NOBODY is forcing you to read my post hence scram before you get pissed and starting go ho-ha on me. 

Block B's controversy. 

YES. They were absolutely at fault for disrespecting the Thais and i'm not trying to ask those people who were affected by their unprofessional behavior to forgive them. Death threats? Petition for disbandment? Harassing Zico's mother on Cyworld? This is too much, too much. People who did this, you disgust me. Were they the ones who killed so many innocent lives during the Thai flooding? I don't get all those petitions and death threat. How old are you guys? 12? 13? My goodness. 

Have you even seen the video? Yes, you may have seen it, but do you know that it was misinterpreted? For those people who've seen articles on what blockb said on Allkpop, have a look at this link. http://twitlonger.com/show/g1ob9t
 You may choose not to believe what's on that link, but i believed them, not because i'm a fan. Rather i believed that humans make mistakes, so do they, so do us. If this were to happen to your favourite group/artist, would you be like 'go to hell bastards' - 'don't ever come back again' - 'disband disband disband'
WOULD YOU? Don't give me crap like 'My oppas won't do this, my oppas won't do that.' PLEASE. OH GOSH. Don't be such a ignorant fool.
I've seen people tweeting or even writing comments that they whole petition thing was started by Hottest. Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying all Hottest are involved in this nor did i CONFIRMED that Hottest were the ones who started this. As you guys know, Khun has already tweeted 'Please, don't say things like "wish someone would die" but hope they would learn. Like we all do, like i did from my own mistakes.' If he could forgive Blockb, why can't you guys? Yes, it's hard to forgive but do you even know that there're other famous people who made racist remarks but were never featured? If you have only been to Allkpop to check for your daily dose of news, please kindly visit other kpop websites too. I personally feel that particular website is making heaps of fanwars among fandoms and some issues that were posted wasn't clearly clarified. I mean, it's my point of view so yea.

So. okay, don't bash me for what i'm going to type below. IT'S JUST MY OPINON k? :)
That interview was a month ago, YES A MONTH AGO. And Khun bought the whole subject up. Well, of cause as a Thai he definitely feel that there's a need to address to this issue. But the fact that he's adding oil to the fire doesn't help. He's upset, yes i know. But once he steps up to this, the situation becomes worst. And hence more hate, more death threats and the petition to break blockb up. I know some people will be defending him saying it's not his fault, why can't he voice his unhappiness etc etc. But you guys do know that he commented on about Japan's earthquake too right? Nobody said a SHYT about it and here comes blockb getting so much judgement. I don't understand all these, i really don't.

I saw this on Tumblr and i'm gonna post on it. Credits to the person.
You can forgive Nickhun for tweeting about Japan's earthquake.
You can forgive G-Dragon for illegal marijuana use.
You can forgive Daesung for getting into a car accident and getting into a court case.
If you can do all of the above
you can forgive Block B too.
I'm not asking you for much, i'm asking you to forgive because i know you can.


I apologised if this post makes you pissed or even upset. I just want to rant all these out on my blog, which i believed that it's legal. So yes, if you're upset about this, i'm sorry about it.

I don't want them to disband, no. I never liked it when a group disband, not because i like them but because of those endless amount of effort and hard work they've put in were gone, poof. They've already apologised, yes they deserve the consequence, but disbanding a group, is too much. Really. These bunch of goofy guys have so much talents and it'll be WASTED if they disband. They lost their smiles, you harassed their FAMILY, IS THAT EVEN RIGHT? That's downright low, i'm telling you. Their family wasn't even involved in this. You haters can carrying on hating but i'm telling you, i'm not gonna give up on BlockB. Never.

Who do you think you are

Yes yes! I'm here updated with some of my cny pictures! Hoho. See, wearing shorts is so much more comfortable. Anyway, trying to be a little bhb (self praise) here, i think my legs very nice leh. HAHA. Not only me k, others also got say. Haha, but i think the reflection helps so much. I mean, it makes my legs look skinnier thn usual which is a good thing. *sigh* I wish i have those legs. 

Went over to Charles and TingShun's house to 'Bai nian' = more ang paos! Yay. Haha, but cny isn't always about the money you've received or eating so many different goodies you can. To me, every chinese new year is getting to know my relatives more and more and well.. even though i only met some relatives once in a year, they're still as heart warming as ever. Usual questions like 'how are you', 'oh, what are you doing now', 'you got yourself a guy already?', 'how old are you now?' comes up every time. Even though we might be like why do they keep asking the same old questions, bear in mind that you don't see them often and it's only right for them to ask. :)

Back to the story, (opps) we went over to Charles house for lunch and yummy! The food was sooo good, too bad i din't take a picture. :( After that, we went over to TingShun's house and we played like blackjacks for hours and hours. Hmm.. prolly 2 hours or so. Oh man, i don't really gamble and i only gamble like once in a year or something? So yea, i only earn 5 cents. Don't ask me how i can earn that, because i did AND IT CAN'T BUY ME ANYTHING. Bloody cow. :( Every other earns like $4 and ME being the lousy earns the least. So angry at myself la. Haha, but it was fun playing with them! And Yongboon's gonna treat me  ice cream! YAY. :) 

Anyway, writing bout' cny reminds me that i have an awfully ill tempered and disgraceful aunt. YES, AND even if someone tells you that i'm badmouthing you, go ahead and talk whatever crap you want. I had enough of you ever since i was born. Let's see my dear aunty.. 

You make my life so miserable, always comparing my results to my sis. Indeed, i'm not as smart as her and i'm not as popular as her, but can't you just accept the fact that EVERYONE'S DIFFERENT?! You expect me to be like my sis? Hell, no. Everyone has their own individuality and that's everyone's different. You did so much horrible things to my loved ones even before i was born. How would i even know that? Everyone talks about YOU. No, they din't wanted to say, I WANTED THEM TO TELL ME. You can deny all these so called 'rumors' but the fact that both sides are speaking ill of you means something. And after spending so many years with you, i realised that you are indeed that aunt i hated so much. Indeed, hated is such a strong word but i just have to used it on you. YOU despised me so much that i assume you brainwash your son to buck up like my sis and not be like me. Oh hoho. Your once innocent son has already started becoming like you. Every single time you come over, you never fail to ask about my results. No, not because you're concern about me, you just wanted to humiliate me. Sometimes, it got so bad that i broke down at night asking myself why can't you just stop all these humiliation towards me. But i thank god that my granny and my sis were always there for me. Telling me not to care about what she says, telling me that everyone is different. That made me feel so much better thn before. 

As chinese, we try not to be upset or even start an argument during chinese new year. But YOU just blew everything up. I wasn't at home to see your screwed face, thank goodness, but your mother was, which was my granny. I came home that night, and she was extremely pissed off even by looking at her face. Once all the relatives left, she immediately told me what YOU did. It is only right for a child to go over to his/her parent's house during chinese new year to respect them and which we would greet them by giving them mandarin oranges. Well...  you came. But you were dressed in awfully black. From head to toe, you were dressed in black. Really? Is this how you respect your mother? And what's worst, you ask YOUR son to greet your mother instead of you. It should be your job no? So after that, you asked my dad where i'm studying and you told granny that the place i'm going to study at have tons of uncivilised people. What the cow? Oh right. Who are you to judge anyway? Yes, that school might not the be the best, so what? Feel like punching you my gosh. -_- Thank goodness you only come like once or twice every year now. Life without you is so much better. The air smells fresher, the atmosphere is much more vibrant and WE ARE ALL HAPPY! :)  

(okay, this was supposed to be posted 2 days ago but i was kinda busy visiting peeps houses hence the late post!)  Haha, that's all! Tata! :) 

Devilish red

Happy (belated) New Year to everyonexzxzxzxzxzxzxz! Haha. Didn't have anything to blog for these past weeks or so, so yep, i'm here once again to blog or rant or whatever. Photo above was taken yesterday (considering that i'm writing at 12am in the morning) and yes, i'm not wearing a dress or skirt this year. Will post up the rest of my cny pictures soon though we took lesser pictures this year. *sigh* Sis and i both agreed to wear shorts, in this case, high waist shorts for new year since..

a) You can sit more comfortably. Yep, like you don't have any restriction on how you should seat. Since i'm more of a 'rough' person, i tend to sit more comfortably thn i should. (okay, you should know what i mean)

b) When the wind blows, your shorts will still stick to you. So yeah.. it won't fly high, left, right or in any direction you don't want it to. (and it saves so much embarrassment - for me)

c) I CAN PLAY THE PLAYGROUND. YAYYYYYYY. Yessssss, playground!!! Like when i'm visiting my once in a year relatives, there is always a playground for ME to enjoy while waiting for the rest of  the relatives to gather and head straight up to their houses. Although i have to admit that the playgrounds nowadays isn't as fun as those back thn, it's still a playground!

d) I like wearing shorts more thn anything, Haha! Okay, it doesn't sound right but y'know. I don't really wear skirts and dresses, so not my type. Hehe. 

And yes, these are pictures taken from Bangkok using our camera. As what girls normally do, we shop hence the few pictures. The last picture was some Banana chocolate thingy which looks quite tasty but we din't get it in the end since we all ate coconut ice cream which is soooooooooooooo good. *melts* I'm so lazy to explain the rest of the pictures so yeap, just enjoy looking, hehe. :) 

Oh! Aunt was asking cussie Joei if she wanna join us to Bangkok once again after her PSLE and Germaine immediately 'YAYYYY!' Haha, epic moment when she's more excited than Joei. Hehe, which means we can do more shopping again at Bangkok this year! Can't wait! Hence, i'm trying to save $$$$$$$$$$. Oh and yes, Bangkok sells corn and pineapple pie which cost less thn $1. No, i'm not kidding and they have very nice prata. And the milk tea which is rather sweet and orange in colour was DA BOMB. Absolutely my favourite of all milk teas. :)   

Rah rah bwaaaaa

Went jogging with sis today, after so long. Hahaha! She la. Last time wanna go jogging thn she don't want, now say why i so long nvr go bishan park liao. :< Hmph. Anyway, I didn't do well for o's. But i was more shock at the fact that only 53% of our sec5s are able to go Poly. I know this is extremely upsetting but what can i do? *Sigh* To all who didn't make it, move on! No point grumbling right? Hehehe, so if you want anyone to talk to, i'm here for you guys ok! *waves* Hoho. Okay la, i may be quite irritating one at first but you'll get used to me! All is well :) 

So... I got woken up this afternoon by sis cause she just wanted to ask me if i send in my JPSAE and my JAE form. Went to buy lunch with her and we drank strawberry milk tea with mini pearl! Happy girl! Hehe. Oh, talking about bubble tea reminds me that the price of those bubble tea kept on increasing and increasing. I mean, i wouldn't blame them since the rent prolly increased as well. 5 or 6 years back, that cup of tea cost from $1-$1.20 and it became to $1.20-$.150 soon after. $1.50 is usually for ice-blended while the rest are usually $1.20. 

Butttttttt now, normal cup of milk tea cost $1.40 sia. I know la, it's only 20 cents difference, but i think it's alot though. If the price of it kept on increasing hor, I'LL BE DAMN POOR LA. >:( 

HAHA. Opps. (I sound like a bubble tea promoter la, oh cow.) 

Oh and i saw reviews for this cafe and soooooo.. imma blog 'bout it! Haha, no la, i nvr try it before but damn, it looks awesome. This cafe i'm talking about is located at Simon plaza called Ice Edge Cafe. (google it if you need more info!) The word cafe usually serves sandwiches or ice-creams no? Haha, but this cafe offers many many different dishes of food like y'know steak, pizzas and pastas. Oh man, writing this is making me drool. Anyway, the hot favourite in terms of dessert would be the Mao Shan Wang (durain) and Pistachio Gelato! Hehe! Someone please bring me there to try their food cause me have no money. :( Sad life. 
Well.. the food there seems kinda pricey to me considering that i'm a student who's not working now and typing these kind of nonsense hoping someone would see this and be a really kind soul to treat me. I know right, FAT HOPES SIAAA. :< 
Okay la, maybe i should go there and try it with sis (maybe she can pay and get money from daddy) HEHEHEHE. 

Figures

Ok, so i'm extremely fed up oh wait. Scratch that. I meant: 

I'M SO !@!%^#*!#%!&*@$!#(!$ PISSED OFF THAT I COULD KILL YOU RIGHT NOW. YA LA, YOU LA. IDIOT. 

WARNING: You don't necessary need or want to read this post.

It's.. not very pleasant to read. I'm just upset, very upset hence this post. 

Anyway, yes, me. I don't get people sometimes, i really don't. I mean, i try to look matters into positive ones but this is just way off. If you're related to me and while reading this damn post you felt a little 'pang' on your heart or you're thinking if it's you, thn yes - DAMN RIGHT IT'S YOU. 

Oh wait, are you even guilty conscious? Oh my  You don't deserve any simple bit of sympathy even if you die. I don't seriously care, like literally. 

Ok, let's just see what is wrong with me that i think is wrong with you. You always and ALWAYS wanted things to go your way. NEVER never did you consider other people's feelings. Well yes you. I, a human have a heart unlike you and yes, i do have feelings unlike you. What in the cow is wrong with you? It isn't the first time you're acting this way, this has been like a million zillion times since you've done it and frankly speaking, i'm kinda tired of it. It may seemed HA-HA-HA funny at first, but no, after awhile it's irritating. Well.. i have to consider that we're human and naturally there are times when each of us aren't in anyway exactly happy since there is such thing referred to as PMS. But thn.... you crossed the line, yes MY LINE. You don't deserve any respect and yes i mean ANY RESPECT from me or anyone in particular. 

It really disgust me when people only think for themselves, ALWAYS. I mean there isn't a slightest harm if you wanna think for yourself but always? That's abit too much ain't it? Yes, it's your darn life and i don't give my slightest attention or even affection towards it. But there are times when you drag people down and lead them into so much confusion or even trouble. Has that thought even cross your half-baked brain before? I guess not. 

I'm not the slightest happy with my life right now. Ok, maybe a tiny whiny bit. I have problems which i don't think i'm gonna say forever well unless anyone finds out but did i ever take it out on someone, like you? I suppose not. Some people think they know me, oh no no no. You're absolutely terribly wrong. Some people think i'm fierce well yea, for some reason obviously. I realise that if you're too kind or too soft-spoken, you'll definitely be bullied or being taken advantage of. And prolly since thn, i'm the so called 'fierce' one. People like YOU is the reason why i'm like that. I don't wanna get bullied, i mean who wants it anyway? And i really wanna thank my sis for teaching me that. I don't wanna get look down upon, poke fun of and i definitely don't want people making a fool out of me. 

So. Yea, that's all. I'm done ranting but you watch out.

Ring a ling a ling.

Pictures were uploaded during our Christmas exchange at MBS with the guys and at Pan Pacific Hotel with W515! Hehehe. Me, Jing and Jocelyn were goofing and taking pictures in clement's room. Room was damn gorgeous i'm telling you. Played murder (which i insisted on not playing) and bluff. Murder wasn't as fun as compared to those times in Jing's birthday chalet. :/ Miss those times when Clement and Ting shun suck so badly at murder, always kena caught if they were the murders. *Sigh* Those times. Dinner and went back for Christmas exchange! Draw lots and i picked Hsui hui's present. Was super excited until Clement got his own and were back to drawing lots. -_- AND I GOT JOCELYN'S PRESENT. OH MY COW. 

(No offence) BUT I know what Jocelyn bought and it was Chocolates. At first i got extremely pissed off. I MEAN, WHY CHOCOLATES?! It's like the easiest thing to buy and it's not THAT sincere y'know. Hmph. I whine so much that people may think i lost my mind, literally. I bought passport holder and poker cards for that damn lucky person who got mine which i think was Hsui hui.

Haha, in the end i demand Jocelyn to give me another present she bought which was also cards, but those cards were drinking cards. HAHA, so bad right. Hehe. ^-^ 

Okkkkkkkkkkk, i'm tired of typing so.. i'm gonna end it here ciao!