If.

If I go, if I go closer to you
I wonder what you may think, I can’t drum up the courage

If you go, if you go away from me
It is scary to figure out how to let you go

Perhaps, the reason I only look at you, like a fool,
is for fear that you may turn your face away, and
you and I may drift further apart

Even though i know looking is all i can do
Your heart may look away from me
And so we could even become strangers

I know, i'm like a fool

All i could think of is you.

It's 12am now and i'll be going off tomorrow to Bali. (:

I'm gonna have a blast there. HEH.

Toodies! :)

I saw someone who look literally like you

And i began to wonder if my eyes were playing tricks on me. 

Hopefully, i suppose.

Happy Birthday to me!

 

Yay!

After waiting for many months, it's finally my birthday!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

Woke up this morning and head to Thomson Plaza for Tim Sum. When we first step into the restaurant, whoa. We're their 1st customer and it was so quiet. O_O.

But it wasn't a Tim Sum buffet! :( Big Cussie say that buffets are only for saturdays. Hmphhhhhh.

So we ordered many many Tim Sums like ha gao, siew mai, chi qiong fan, cha siew and nian yong pao etc etc.

Ohmaaaaaaaaaaaan, so heavenly.

*Drools*

Went over to Far East after that with 2 cussies and fatpig.

Bought my birthday bag (2nd last pic) @ a cheap price! I shall not reveal the price but it's like 50% off.

Heh, thankyou small cussie! :D

Okay, i'm super tired nao and it's like almost 12 and and i'm going to work tomorrow AND i'm meeting Jac tomorrow! Awesome nugget :B

Pictures are uploaded according to the arrival of my pressies : 

The first was actually a advance birthday pressie from Gwen, 4th pic was also from her and the 5th pic was the overall pressies from her! Thankyou dear! :)
And a big awesome lovely Thankyou to everyone who wished me! 

I was waiting for it yet it didn't come. I guess you forgot about it.

I'm happy w/o you

And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and town
But I never planned on you changing your mind

A big big extremely huge Thank you to Fathin, Chen, Jocelyn, Perlin, Jasmine, Spencer & Yp for celebrating my early birthday! :) 

My first birthday pressie was from Jasmine & Perlin; a super cute mouse wallet! Yay!! Thankyouuuu girls! ^^

Second pressie was from Chen, Fathin & Spencer;  a small pouch and a super chio flower bangle! Thankyou!

Photos will be uploaded asap! 

Hohoho, i'm so busy this week, FOR ONCE! 

Walls of insincerity

If you ever knew how i felt, i would be more than satisfied. 

But you didn't seem to care, or it is just me? 

I hate how the world seems so big and true enough, still as big as ever. 

Silly me, why would i be thinking about this right now? 

I've yet to thank people around me for making me, like me. 

You see, i'm not expressive with my words. Neither do i know how to speak perfectly. 

Sometimes, i went overboard w/o knowing it.

And frankly speaking, it's kinda of difficult for me to say (I'm sorry) 

There are still, many things that i've done yet, people around me doesn't seem to take it seriously. 

Pardon me if i've done something that makes you displeased.

But i'm really thankful to them for tolerating me up to now. 

Like how the saying goes, 'Nobody is perfect; everyone has their own flaws and weakness.'

Once again,

Thankyou, beautiful you. :)

(P.s Imma loving Enchanted by Taylor Swift) 

I'm not okay, i'm far worst. 

I wish you were right here beside me. 

But thn again.... 

Oh.. well.. i don't give a 'sheesh' about it. I think.

Uh.. Period. much.

Dear John

Well maybe it's me
And my blind optimism to blame
Maybe its you and your sick need
To give love then take it away
And you'll add my name
To your long list of traitors
Who don't understand
And I'll look back in regret
How I ignored when they said
Run as fast as you can


You are an expert at sorry
And keeping lines blurry
And never impressed by me
Acing your tests
All the girls that you run dry
Have tired lifeless eyes
Cuz you burned them out
But I took your matches
Before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks
Over your sad empty town

Oh woah oh.