Walls of insincerity

If you ever knew how i felt, i would be more than satisfied. 

But you didn't seem to care, or it is just me? 

I hate how the world seems so big and true enough, still as big as ever. 

Silly me, why would i be thinking about this right now? 

I've yet to thank people around me for making me, like me. 

You see, i'm not expressive with my words. Neither do i know how to speak perfectly. 

Sometimes, i went overboard w/o knowing it.

And frankly speaking, it's kinda of difficult for me to say (I'm sorry) 

There are still, many things that i've done yet, people around me doesn't seem to take it seriously. 

Pardon me if i've done something that makes you displeased.

But i'm really thankful to them for tolerating me up to now. 

Like how the saying goes, 'Nobody is perfect; everyone has their own flaws and weakness.'

Once again,

Thankyou, beautiful you. :)

(P.s Imma loving Enchanted by Taylor Swift) 

I'm not okay, i'm far worst. 

I wish you were right here beside me. 

But thn again.... 

Oh.. well.. i don't give a 'sheesh' about it. I think.

Uh.. Period. much.

Dear John

Well maybe it's me
And my blind optimism to blame
Maybe its you and your sick need
To give love then take it away
And you'll add my name
To your long list of traitors
Who don't understand
And I'll look back in regret
How I ignored when they said
Run as fast as you can


You are an expert at sorry
And keeping lines blurry
And never impressed by me
Acing your tests
All the girls that you run dry
Have tired lifeless eyes
Cuz you burned them out
But I took your matches
Before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks
Over your sad empty town

Oh woah oh.

Out of everyone, why you?

Rotted like a donkey @ home since Meichen needs to go back to dance and Jocelyn, who went to see a doctor. Granny, daddy and fatpig went out which left me waking up @ 1230pm. It was more tiring waking up even though i slept for like 11hours straight. Gwad, I feel like a rotten banana.

Cussie went over to our house for dinner since there are still leftovers from yesterday's celebration. And we went G-market shopping. HAHA. She bought a top for herself and a top for me & fatpig! 

Yayness! :D 

Hahaha, thanks cussie! -inset many many hearts!- 

So now, i'm waiting for the delivery of my clothes. MAU-HAHAHA. :)

Don't always take things for granted or rather, don't wait till it's too late, to realise what a fool you've been all these time. 

I don't like it when people raises your hopes high and thn piang! down it goes. 

my wishful thinking

Domo kun!

Isn't Domo kun such a cutie? :) 

My aunt bought it for me and pig. oh! And i've got a super heavy bear necklace too. hehe, but it's kinda hard to wear it though. The chain doesn't really work out. 

But ohwell, thanks aunty! :D Hehehe.

Outing with Meichen was canceled since she need to go to her cussie's house. 

Boohoo, which left me rotting @ home like a pig, consider that i woke up @ 11 plus 12. 

And i think i wanna get shades too. Yay! When i get my pay ...... 

Ohohohohohoh! And imma gna go HongKong during dec instead of Taiwan. Dad's not going with us though, since we've been there last time. Instead we're going with aunt. Shop + eat  = shiok! :) 

But we're going there for like 4days only. :( 

S'okay, at least we get to go overseas. Dad says the plan of going overseas will be postpone to next year march. Prolly going to either korea or taiwan, i think. 

Scrolling down G market now. tata!

So empty, so empty w/o you.

Time pass so slow today and i fell asleep while folding invoices. *yawn* 

And i accidentally hit Meichen's nose while putting up those thick files. Sorry chen! HAHA. x: 

Her expression was so funny that i laugh so hard. Bth xD 

Too tired to continue writing or rather, i'm just too lazy. Gonna go out with chen tomorrow, yay! :D

As the night kicks in, i'm thinking of you. 
And that makes me wonder if all these were true. 

Beautiful my girl.

I have no idea what's gna happen from now on, but i'll still keep believing for a miracle. :)


Went out to Bugis this afternoon with Jocelyn since Gwen wanted us to visit her. And i bought Yami Yogurt from her.
*Phew* Thank goodness. She gave me like x2 more of what the manager gave.
Walk around Bugis street and found this super GORGEOUS yellow colour shorts. Didn't buy it since i wasn't in desperate need of shorts. Boohoo, but i'm regretting it now. Oh my cow. :/ 
Jocelyn bought a blue coloured stripes bag with my help. Hehehe, imma such a nice girl. :)
Went home after spending like 3hours there.
Gosh. i'm still so upset that i couldn't get SOMETHING that i really liked.
Once i get all my pay, imma gna spent like what i think the rest will do.
SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEE. 

I seriously love Junhyung's rap. *faints* 

Oh. And if you're wondering what song did i put up on my blog, it's Jessie James - I look so good :)

Strange

Happy Birthday to Weipin, Angeline and Ryan! :) 

I'm so upset these few days. Prolly cause i didn't get any chance to go shopping. 

Bwah.

Working tomorrow and i really don't feel like going. Who likes it anyway.

So tired. of everything. 

*sigh* 

Maybe i'll just go to sleep and let natural takes its course. Oh. I found out that my left eye is so much smaller thn my rights. How hilarious. Hmph.

Not funny. :/