Sunday, July 18, 2010

us us us us

  
I believe tomorrow's gna be a better day 
thn yesterday :)

prelims are here which means i won't be blogging.
imma gonna pass every single subject
and i'll make it back to my top 12,
or even better. 
i'll get good grades so i won't get criticized.
i wouldn't want people to judge my low grades.
thats why imma gonna work extremely hard this time round!
pray for me! :) 
prelims are next week. 
goodness me. 
imma bucking up!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Crossing the line.


I flunked oral big time. :/
I said 2 lah(s) and i accidentally said 'good morning' instead of 
good afternoon. ohman.
And the examiners wasn't friendly at all.
Okay, maybe one of them is but the other is so -_-.

Prelims is next next week & im definitely not ready for it. 
AM NOT. 
gosh, needa study and won't be blogging unless its weekends! 
will mostly be on twitter! :)

Thursday, July 8, 2010

bite you

Gosh.....
i'm tired and well.. forget it.
it doesn't change anything even if i wrote it here. 

Why is it so hard to please someone? 
Why is it so hard for people to understand?
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BE HAPPY?!

okay, chill chill chill. 
i'm gonna shoot someone's head soon. yes, i say soon.
 uh-huh.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

All my heart

Unreasonable

Really. I just can't stand people like this.
I hate it when people talk behind my back and of cos' they don't know i know that.
Sometimes, i can't help by laughing at how silly they are. 
 
It's so funny how we always want things to be
in our way yet we know it doesn't. 

Selfish much? Yea, perhaps.
human beings are always selfish.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Star

When the last candle is blown out
the whole room is emptied 
the thoughts of you kept appearing in my head
why? i wonder

perhaps its faith
perhaps its just my illusion 
perhaps its what i wanted
do you know really want to know how am i 
 after these few months? 

i stare at countless stars every night
wishing you were there for me
yet i know you wasn't 

Note: Must not sleep during 4periods of poa lessons tmr.

I hate it when people ignore me.
I hate it when people thinks that i'm nothing.
I hate reality. 
I hate hatreds.
kay, i'm off.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

On the side of me


 

School's been hellxzxzx suckish :/ 
There's tons of homeworks to be done, more and more naggings and
LONGER EXTRA LESSONS! 
I'm not saying that i hate poa, but i have 4 periods = around 2hours 30mins or more in one day. 
Plus, i have 3 periods of it STRAIGHT in the morning. 
which means that many peeps tends to fall asleep.
 (sometimes, i'm one of those. hohoho)
and it's super humid + stuffy. :/ 

Anyway, I'll never ever ever plus ever throw sweets in the hall AGAIN.
cause i just embarrass myself in hall yesterday. so humiliating lah :@ 
tell them don't wanna throw sweets already, GAH!  
Everyone was laughing at us during cca leader's hand-over ceremony cause we threw it :/ 
Basically, they're all laughing at how silly we're. 
And the day before, (----) embarrass a whole bunch of us on stage. 
lmao, but Mr Prem was super duper funny. so i guess it's okay :) 

Looking on the bright side... 
THERE'S NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY! :)
It's youth day! Wheehohohoho! 
Another day to rest and no monday bluesssssss ~

Oh. Service was awesome today! :>
Headed to SP for dinner but was closed so went to Holland V for dinner. 
The fish fried rice was just tasty only! Thanks Joan for recommending! heheheehehe. 
Once again, I love my CGM! (L) 
(P.s i'm so sad ttm that jing & darling didn't come today :/) 


one time, two times, three times or more. 
how much more do you want? 
it's too much now. 
i just can't figure you out. 
*sigh*